I really am going to make the most of these coming months. Volunteering in other positions, hanging out with friends and just have a good time.
I also am going to start meditating on what I should do for a career. What befit's my soul? What makes me happy? Really dive into it, cause... I need to know. Hahah.
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I've learned the importance of committing. To say I want to do something, but then really do it and make changes in my life to make my goal a reality. It is so easy to just flub out and forget about the goals I have in place, but I don't want that to happen anymore. I'm almost 21, for goodness sakes, and I'm going to makes things right.
So, for the reason of wanting to really change my life and habits, I'm sending my computer home, 4 months before I leave. It's a beautiful tool, but also a pit of lethargy, and I'm sick of wasting my valuable time on it. I will still use my iPhone for email and etc. Thankfully, its harder for me to get all trapped in YouTube on my phone, than my Mac, which is so easily a magnet.
I have also learned the importance of love and being in a uplifted mood, and what is conducive (and not) to making myself feel that way. I (in my last post) talked about negativity and how it really brings me down, and I have identified attitudes and energies that make me negative, and striving to rule them out.
Just my thoughts and feeling for now. I am so thankful and happy for how my life has turned out and what I have been able to do.
Let the spirit pervade!
Ian
